to be honest i think it's completely hilarious. this being mad at everything most of the time. i don't fully understand people who have adopted/developed/accepted that attitude. i get very mad at myself. a lot. i am often frustrated with my own shortcomings and full-blown failures. i am annoyed by me sometimes. i am discouraged by me, worried by me ( Read more... )

no really nobody would know ( Read more... )

the only valuable record at this time is that i am now rekindling/developing an addiction to buffy the vampire slayer.

i miss every bus stop of my youth.

doppelgangland is television perfection. no really.

oh hi there ( Read more... )

I never wanted anyone but her. I wanted to run my finger from the cleft in her chin down the slope of her breasts and across the level plains of her stomach to where I knew she would be wet. I wanted to turn her over and ski the flats of my hands down the slope of her back. I wanted to pioneer the secret passage of her arse ( Read more... )

i'm sad
i don't want to leave
life is stupid
i want to sleep here tonight
i want to do stuff here today, it's pretty here
i wanna play on whit's day off
and i can't
cos i won't be here
...
poop.

ich fliege nach der Himmel dann schreibe blau.

der Himmel ist schwarz aber jetzt und dann die Lampe arbeitet.

zweiundvierzig regnet aus gott.

i don't like not having a girlfriend when the weather is warm

never mind world
i forgive you

in lieu of speaking toward anyone, since everyone i was ever comfortable with is either presently gone or has become someone i can no longer share a sad notion with, i speak to nothing. being that that is what is accomplished by speaking to yourself. i would know ( Read more... )