another lousy end to another shit day. im down to 91lbs somehow. im going into treatment on the 6th. i chose the 6th because my judus mothers birthday is the 5th and seeing as i missed it last year due to the fact that i was in rehab, i figure it might be decent of me to put off all of my problems and let her have one day free of bullshit from her ( Read more... )

really really exemplary ( Read more... )

thats going to be the title of my third album, right there. fuckin A. i have a nice little plastic container of motts apple juice at hand, frosty-cold, a deck of camel lights about half full (hey i didnt say half EMPTY, will wonders never cease annmarie has turned optimist god works in mysterious ways hallelujah pass the mustard) and i am running ( Read more... )

this cant be good for me. every time i turn this fucking thing on, i find someone who captivates my hyper and neurotic interest. someone i have to reach out a hand to. someone i fall in love with. i was reading your journal, hiddenletter.. for some reason i always feel the need to apologize for that, like i just stole your diary or something, but i ( Read more... )

oh god. i just woke up. yesh , it is 6 at night. i apologize in advance, there may be a few spelling errors that i dont have the energy to correct ( Read more... )

those are three things i spy with my little eye ( Read more... )

ive been attempting to peel myself away from this fucking screen for about 2 days now but i keep finding someone else to read about and someone else and someone else. whoever is reading this right now, please respond with as much honesty as you can.. i dont know you and you dont know me and i am not going to look at you and envy you for how far ( Read more... )

. Name:Annmarie ( Read more... )

23 I's and Me's in one paragraph. impressive. you dont understand. i dont even know why i am writing this. everybody suffers. right. thanks. all i need is a friend. you are my only friend. and i just think the world of you. i need you to listen and be my friend. i never talk about what matters. i never talk about how much i hate myself because it ( Read more... )