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So I was a very depressed person and now things have completely changed. I have something that has changed my life; I have found something in myself happiness and strength. I think that it has been a long time coming. I have had a hectic internal life. I always blamed myself for the things that have happened to me. I thought that all the ( Read more... ) -
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I dont have too long to wait now. I'm so excited. I talk to him last night and he's excited too. It's so tough after being apart for so long. I'm actually surprised that I am handling the seperation so well because before I would have been falling apart. What other choice do I have other than to stick it out---break up with him yea well that ( Read more... ) -
Sorry for not updating til now
I love him what can I say ( Read more... ) -
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY BITCHES! -
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So it has now been a week since the anniversary that makes everyone sad in my family and I was thinking that it is time to dump all the negative bullshit that is in my life. I'm sure some of the people that are close to me know what I"m talking about and I will just leave names out of this. I'm sick a people that use and abuse people like me who ( Read more... ) -
Time to get over it?
I hate having to deal with pain and sadness when it comes to my dad. I dont know what to do to get better and it's almost like I have become comfortable in my misery. For those people who decide to stick around me, I'm sure they're sick of me crying and whining about how I feel depressed all the time and I dont know what to do and what am I going ( Read more... ) -
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I dont even know what to say about how I feel right now ( Read more... ) -
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I cant do this anymore and I cant hold my head up high and act like nothing is bothering me. Thats not the truth htere is something bothering me and it's so hard to deal with that I feel like it's squeezing the life out of me ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sorry D. -
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For anyone who really cares I will be in Vegas for a while so those of you special people that love me you know how to get a hold of me...I'll give you a hint: psst...call me.