so, last night was grad show. the second anniversary of the end of my life being enjoyable. i went there with the right attitude. i hugged people i hated and told them "congratulations". when all i felt like saying was "stab, stab, stab!" so paranoid about seeing all these people from my past, not wanting to look like the complete loser i have ( Read more... )

see them all from time to time.
isn't it so strange how far away we all are now?
am i the only one who remembers that summer?

i put another knife into the negative shit. a big one.

- you cannot compete with someone who is playing a different game. there is no accurate way of gauging the score and therefore the winner.

so i give up.
i didn't even realise i was giving it so much energy.
i feel better now.

the unthinkable. here i am. back at this desk. university is back on ( Read more... )

the fact that i haven't updated this thing in ages is a sure fire sign that life is getting better ( Read more... )

thought it would be easy to find someone to give me oral sex for "art's sake ( Read more... )

my phone hasn't rang for the longest time and there is absolutely no one else here ( Read more... )

awwwwwwwwwwwwww ( Read more... )

adultery should be punishable by death. i mean it.
it's so easy not to do the wrong thing, yet people keep doing it.
maybe i'm just looking for excuses to kill people.

uni will be back soon.
i will leave my house.
i look forward to leaving my house.
it's been a long time.