So... why does no one update?

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Jesus, people have been pissing me off... And what's effin grating about this acknowledgment is that they've always been pissing me off... since the moment their ludicrous nonsense began. As I explore the unlit recesses of truth (those dank caverns in the pits of their eyes) it's all clear. Lucid and ugly. And I know these people, ( Read more... )

I slipped into one of those fits of melancholy. Pointless resisting. So, I just played my Beatles playlist and had this introspective period , swelling with beauty, music, sheer poetry, Paul McCartney, John Lennon... When 'Yesterday' played, my soul dropped out, the bottom of a chipped glass. My eyes, downcast, watered up. 'Yesterday, love was such ( Read more... )

Johnny Depp is the sexiest man alive. Oh-my-fuckin-god. Jessica and I were squirming in our seats just watching him in Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. AHHH SO ABSURDLY ATTRACTIVE. Whew. There's a part where Keira Knightley and him kiss, and like, it brought out my inner voyeur-- just watching his character in a sexal context made me ( Read more... )

So joining facebook has been good as it allows me to message future goucher kids... It's strange though. I met this one guy, David Adams (you can see his comments on my wall) who's really well-read and er, intellectual. And he's not the neurotic, geeky type. He's actually moderately attractive, with a girlfriend. It's starting to dawn on me that I' ( Read more... )

Thanks to mia and sam for their efforts to get me on facebook. And alas, I have one!! And not only that, but I finally got my goucher email straightened out... I called them and talked to the tech people. Yeah. So I'm under a college network now, which gives me this heightened, illusory sense of importance.

All of this college madness is... ( Read more... )

Happy 4th everyone... I feel like livejournal has become a virtual ghost town. Everyone's scampered off to myspace or facebook. I really want to join facebook, but I need an invite or I need GOUCHER to send me my college email. A little slow on the uptake there, gophers...

Hey what happened to auntjanice?? Haven't seen her round these parts lately ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting in my front doorway, typing on my NEW dell latitude laptop. To quote the immortal Ferris Bueller, "If you have the means, I highly recommend picking one up... It is so choice." Actually, it was a graduation present. So yeah, I'm sitting in my doorway, because the latitude has wireless internet capabilities, thus I'm being lecherous ( Read more... )

Outside, my father's white lillies are in bloom, unfurling, expelling their colorless melancholia. The torrid weather has exhausted my battery acid, bleaching the color out of life. The air feels so heavy, wading through it like sweat, my body cutting it like a dull plastic knife. I look to the sky, and its the color of poorly erased lead. Smudged ( Read more... )

I came home from senior week about two days early. I have the flu. I took a greyhound bus home, arriving at a downtown Baltimore station. It was fabulous (sarcasm) and chock full of sketchy characters, eyeing my new video iPod amorously. I made it home alive. Please read and comment on my account:

Senior week is a drunkard. He staggers around on the ( Read more... )