tee-hee.

my head hurts.

and if you had my password and could read my "private" entries, you'd know why.

i dont think its quite normal to be this jealous about it. to be this envious of such mediocrity.

i really just want to get out of here, run away and never, EVER look back. i'm so sick of looking back, of being wistful, or looking forward and being impatient. is it too much to want to enjoy the now?

i find it completely assinine that i make people happy. its more than that, its...sad. do i really mean that much to people?

tonight, my best friend and my best male friend are breaking up. and i cant stop crying.

so, emma, tell me how it feels to know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that your mother thinks you are the bitchiest, most spoiled little brat she's ever met? what does it feel like to be hated by the majority of the people you live with, and ignored by the rest? how does it feel to be inconsequential? you're not used to that, are you? how does it ( Read more... )

The circle of the moon ( Read more... )

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so, in a few hours, my flight will be leaving from cleveland and i'll be on my way back to NC. it doesnt really seem real...like, it doesnt seem like i'm leaving tomorrow. i guess it'll all sink in en route, while i'm in the terminal, or some such thing. maybe i just havent had the time to work up the proper excitement...i mean, i have been pretty ( Read more... )

okay. so i'm trying to figure out who i'm going to see and when whilst i am in NC. so if anyone has conflicts (like, i know tiffany is leaving for the beach on thursday, so i need to see her before then), let me know so i can try to make some makeshift schedule. because i really do want to see everyone ( Read more... )

my basement is currently inhabited by the psycho demon child from hell.

and i am scared.