At work right now.  Wow, even though I posted 2 or so weeks ago, I feel like it has been forever since I actually said something about my life...here goes...

I miss everyone.  Kayla, Alysha, Alyssa, Kristie, all my girls from H.S.  I never have time for anything anymore.   I barely have time for Tony.  By the way, he and I are doing fantastic.  We ( Read more... )

There's a road and a restless wind...ain't it good to feel that way again....

I'm at work right now.  There's only one thing keeping me grounded these days, is knowing this job will get easier.

To the one person who I'm sure still checks this from time to time... I'm sorry, truly, for doing what I did.  It was foolish, but you and I both know in the ( Read more... )

Repetition of Subject.  Yes, I know I'm going crazy ( Read more... )

I can't fix you anymore...

I'm very disturbed right now.  I can't believe what I'm hearing about you.  Are you dumb??  Don't you realize what you're doing??  You're alienating your friends, wasting your money, and for what??  Some cheap thrills??  Not cheap though, very very expensive.  Too expensive for you.  I can't understand it...

Or maybe I can ( Read more... )

It takes a quiet night like this to make me realize that things aren't always what they seem.

I went a little insane tonight.  It helped, I think.  It kept certain thoughts at bay that I didn't want crowing into my head.  I'm alone again.  I know there's one certain person who will most certainly respond to this and say, "You're not alone...I'm here ( Read more... )

Holy crap it's been a long time since I've updated. Forgive me if my typing is a bit off, I'm wearing fake nails and I'm pretty cold. I think I'm going to start using this again. I wrote in my actual diary the other night, but that doesn't help me much since it's been 2 1/2 years since the last time I did that. Well, anyways, as you can guess, ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore...

Is it over??

Are we...over??

I'm crying tooo hard to type antmaore.

please help me...

My life is messed up right now. Not that any of you care, but here I go ( Read more... )

I feel like I was completely fucked over. Not only have I lost my father because of his lying and cheating, I can't even trust my brother to keep my secrets anymore. I thought that if I had nothing else, I'd at least have my family. All I have left is my mom and Tony. Don't get me wrong, I love both of them and would die for them, but I ( Read more... )

The past couple weeks have been very strange, yet so relaxing. I've spent almost every day with Tony, and I've never been happier. Whenever we're together, we always have a great time. I know I haven't updated in quite a while, but I'm doing it now so there. :-P ( Read more... )