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Where do I go? What do I do? Who do I Talk to?
This summer my life was turned upside down and I have been and continue to be strong for everyone involved but I don't know how to handle myself. I don't know how to handle my life and what to do. I don't know where I am supposed to be or what I'm supposed to do and I feel like, no, I KNOW I cannot ask the rest of those involved for guidance. How ( Read more... ) -
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I am unsure how to move forward. For the last few years I have been so completely focused on the past, reminiscing about things, mistakes made, people lost, opportunities lost, my youth lost, etc., etc. I am not saying I have been depressed all of the time; a lot of times it was about fond memories passing through my thoughts but it is/was always ( Read more... ) -
Sleepy and Old Tapes
I've been overly tired lately and caffeine almost seems to make it worse at times. Weird.
Anyway, I've been going through some old audio cassettes that I found in an old box from storage and have TOTALLY enjoyed it! I miss mix tapes. Some of what I have found are old mix tapes from friends, tapes from friends' Internet broadcasts, tapes from old ( Read more... ) -
Back Again & Costumes
Let's see if I can update this more than just once a year or four. I'm currently thinking of Halloween costume ideas and am between two possible great ones. Both are homemade, that's what I like. This year the theme is 1980's Movies. One of my ideas is a female Cenobite. I have the dress and fake barbed wire, I figured I could do something cool. ( Read more... ) -
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Well, it's definitely fall. It is cool outside and the shadows are really long. There is a chill in the air even when it isn't cold or when there is wind ( Read more... ) -
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Well, my brother comes to visit for a week starting tomorrow. :) Look forward to it. -
settling in
Well, I'm settling in. Thought I'd update as I haven't in ages. Don't really have a thought in my head right now to write down, but wanted to get started writing again so something is better than nothing at this point. I'm sorry I wasn't able to do things before I left, but will be back in October. Anyway, I will try to start being more regular ( Read more... ) -
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Narcolepsy is not a fun party trick. I'm starting to take my medication again today, because I could be very close to losing my driver's liscence. Not a good thing. I barely remember last night and I had to have someone come and get me and my car. I haven't been taking my medicine regularly and scared the shit out of loved ones last night with a ( Read more... )