I'm so fucking aggravated at Adam right now. Goddamn bastard sent me home again. They promised me I'd be able to work to-day, but now instead I'm off again. FUCKING CHRIST>

Sometimes I just wish she would drop the coyu sarcasm. Even the dya when some of the best things happen, its there and that last 15 minutes was a bit aggravating.

Ups and downs. That's what it all is. I mean, there are good things, and then there have been a couple of very petty fights lately. But the day ended on a good note. SO. . . I can smile all night long.

Happy Fucking Birthday.

I need to learn to relax. I need to be better around people. I need a lot of fucking sleep. I need her, she's my drug of choice. I refuse to let go. This journal is so lame, I know, I just whine and gush alternately, but its your own damn fault for reading it.

Me: 'I don't need to meet your parents, I mean, you're not my girlfriend"
Her: "Well, but practically."

There's no turning back now, this is written as a significant chapter in the story of my life. Maybe there won't need be another, well, at least for that reason>? Maybe I can just keep one more character constant. That would be perfect.

I adore that girl. I just can't get enough of her.

Been an interesting day I suppose. Got up, talked to Renee. . . ate some bizarre pizza mum and I made, then eventually got around to seeing my father. We talked for over an hour, which was good. I hope things start going better for him, but I can't feel too sorry for what's happened because of what he did leaving my mum and all. Moderately gamed ( Read more... )

Worked for 8 hours, but all in all a very good day. I really like her. Had a very good time seeing her to-night. 1460 days seperate our births.

This may be the most bizarre experience of my entire life. Never quite felt the same way before.