I need to reevaluate my life. I need to reevaluate the people that I hold dear. There are some people in my life who don't make me feel good about myself. I need to change this. I need to spend my time with people who will make me happy. I need to be happy for myself before I can help anyone else ( Read more... )

It's funny the way things work out. Its funny how after a year a piece of advice someone who once meant everything to you will finally sink in. I've been in an off mood for over 365 days now, and its time to change that. It's time to focus on me. I need some me time. I need to refigure out who I am. I need to fix the things that are makling ( Read more... )

I admit it, I am a shitty person, but I still have needs and I will still try to find a way to meet them. My needs are ( Read more... )

Sigh. Why can't anything just go right for me?

I need something to go right in my life sometime soon. Otherwise I don't think I can take it anymore.

1 year ago to-day. She said we'd make me feel better, but for some reason I'm still just going through the motions. . . new people have fucked with my head since then, have new reasons to be sad, new reasons to want to let it all go ( Read more... )

I just don't know what the fuck to do. I know what I want, i just don't think I have any way of getting there.

I am the biggest moron, the most worthless piece of shit ever to walk the face fo the planet.

I dont even know how to describe the last few days.

I have on a happy face.