Gotta love the holidays. I've been drinking orange juice and vodka all day.....yummy. I'm so bored. I got a punchin bag for x-mas. My dad's setting it up then I'm gonna go beat the shit out of it. I havent seen any of you in forever......call me, We'll chill. LOVE YA!

Guess who called me yesterday. Jake. He's in town. He said he was gonna try to see me. I said I wasnt sure if I'd be home. I mean, He moves away on just a day's notice and I dont hear from him in 2 months and he expects me to be overjoyed when he calls and wanna see him? Um, not hardly. So now I'm online shopping, making my mom a list of what I ( Read more... )

So dance was last night. Super fun. I must say, We all Looked hott. Every bone in my body aches. Thats what I get for breaking it down like a black girl. Um, certain people piss me off because they get in MY buisness and try to tell me what I can and can't do with MY life and well, big brothers suck sometimes and it pisses me off. I ate like, 8 ( Read more... )

So my dad is being gay as fuck. Someone told him (probably one of my brother's girlfriends) about my myspace. So he read all this shit about Bryon and accused me of having sex with 20-some year olds. Now hes trying to tell my mom not to let me go to the dance cus I'm just gonna meet up with older guys and fuck them.....WTF??? But my mom's like " I ( Read more... )

So I'm kinda in a shitty mood right now and I have no clue why. I bought dance tickets today. Now I dont know if I even wanna go but it's too late now. Dustin's on his way over. ERRRGGGG.......thats not cool. I'm gonna like, lock myself in my room. So, Boys confuse me. They bitch about girls, but theyre the ones who are never sure of what they want ( Read more... )

Oh goodness. I went shopping today. First I went to Target. I was in the c.d departmen and this little old lady came up to me and asked what Oldschool rap was? So I helped her for 10 minutes and finally I found her a Tupac C.D. lol. She told me I was a lovely kind young lady and gave me a dollar. Then I went to Walmar and Called Zach cuz he lives ( Read more... )

Love is Like OxygenSexual Preference?:boys Single?:yes If so, for How long?:a little over a month Taken?:no If so, Who and for how long?: Who was your first kiss?:danirl When was your first Kiss?:1st grade How was it?:Damn girl fcked it up Has anyone ever said I Love You to you?:yes,many Have you ever said I Love You to someone and mean it?:yes ( Read more... )

Oh my fuckin God I'm gonna die. I've been trying to get on myspace but the site is under cconstuction.....eeeerrrrggg...Anyways.NicHole,Troy and Shane came over last night.It was fun.Nichole and Troy make a good couple.Who woulda thought? lol. Um, but yeah so I'm confused about some stuff but what else is new?... And I have a ridiculous amount of ( Read more... )

I am happy. I wasn't yesterday, I might not be tomorrow, but right now I am and thats all that matters. Why? Thats the thing.....I have no reason. For once, I'm happy even though I have nothing to be happy about, and that makes me even more happy. I'm single, I'm alone, and I'm smiling. It's a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to tear out your thoart for all the mean things you've said. I want to make you as vulnerable as I was. Sometimes I wanna bash in your face, make you feel as ugly as I felt. Make you feel like your never good enough. Sometimes I wanna rip out your heart the same way you did mine. I'll stomp on it and make you scared to ever love ( Read more... )