i hate to whine but shit, life is hard right now.

so bummed right now.
discovered i have no chance of getting into the college i wanted to without a 4.0
also discovered i'm going to be in school another 7 years.
i probably wont even make that much money.
i'm just confused all over again.
is it worth all this?

my current ideal life would include ( Read more... )

i have been going out nonstop since turning 21 ( Read more... )

i'm sorry.

17 days, 17 days ( Read more... )

dead ( Read more... )

things to do:
be more friendly and open.
run.
take computer in and get an 'x' key.

i sit at my computer for hours.
i don't even do anything.
i guess i like the feeling of nothing progressing and nothing getting worse.
i look at past pictures and think of future adventures.
it's okay, everything is okay.


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i love this feeling.
please, let this never end.