6 pounds down, 9 to go.

i like to pretend you're dead. it's easier than thinking you forgot me. i want to escape for a while. i even deactivated my facebook in hopes that i'll stop thinking in facebook status updates. i'll be back that's for sure. but i want to start jogging again. i want to control my life again. i want this quarter life crisis to be over.

i'm out of activities.

why me. whyyyyyyy me.

When you love someone so much, but they don't love you the same anymore. I think it's justified to start hating them. It's the only way to gain your life back. They say "hate" is not a healthy feeling. But unrequited love is the WORST feeling.

i wanna quit life. not die ya know. but just do something easier.

i hate everything. this doesn't feel right. nothing feels right.

i can't believe i'm thinking of changing my major again. we are a lost generation. stop giving me so many choices and tell me what to do, life.

it will be a miracle if i pass physics. i can proudly say i've only gotten one C in my life and right now i can't even manage to pass this stupid class. it's not like in high school when you tried to keep the egg from cracking or when you built a boat and your mom floated on it across the school pool. i just had 7 chocolates. the yummy boxed kind. ( Read more... )

shit. shigeru ban thought of my idea before i did. it's not plagiarism if i didn't know i was doing it until i was done, right? it just means i should be a well known designer as well.