life is really great once you stop caring.

i'll always be the same. but that's a good thing.

can't we just laugh about this now.

feeling like myself lately. a different version but i like it. i'm just floating and drifting where i want to, not physically but in my head i'm in so many places. i'm living in my dream but not living my dream. i really want to go to san fransisco, so bad. but my friends are all so poor and the ones that aren't can't get work off. i don't want to ( Read more... )

i'm gunna try to be a vegetarian for a week, in all honesty just to lose weight and be a little more organic.

i drink unnecessary amounts of alcohol for no good reason. i hate leaving small amounts of left overs in the fridge. i hate leaving smalls amounts of liquor in the fridge. i can't just pour it out or dump it either, i feel the need to consume it. i didn't go to my tuesday class last week because of the thunder, because i wanted to lay in bed and ( Read more... )

maybe there isn't anyone else like me or for me.

i've got this. i've got this. i've got this.

i've been having a lot of sleeping issues. i don't go to bed until 5am. i'm not usually even doing anything. i just feel like there's something i should be doing and i feel less lazy by staying awake with the prospect of doing something rather than straight up going to bed. i've also been really afraid of the dark and being alone. don't get me ( Read more... )

maybe i should start writing my thoughts here again, i have a lot of thoughts.