you aint nuthin but a hound dog.

i hate to only go on livejournal to complain about my weight but ive been exercising nonstop almost everyday for a couple weeks and before that i would exercise 3 times a week for a couple months and ive gained 3 pounds. i'm pissed, ya ya it could be muscle- whatever but im 155 pounds and none of my clothes fit and i just want to fit into my ( Read more... )

Finally mentally prepared for my diet.
Day 1: 150 lbs. My heaviest yet. Goal: 130 lbs.

i'm bored, i want to disappear ( Read more... )

shit. gained 18 pounts in 6 months. maybe not so bad for how excessive ive been. time to exercise.

in between thoughts.

GET ME OUT OF THIS STATE OF MIND.

I want my shame back. I'm a wild woman.

i am beyond uninspired lately.

i overindulge in everything. i never wake up before 11. i steal things i don't need to. i eat until i can't move. i drink until i can't see. i zone out in front of the computer for hours. don't get me wrong, i am having a great time. but when does it all catch up to me? why do i feel such great things need consequences. so far my only consequence ( Read more... )