And yet, here I am, updating anyway. Lol ( Read more... )

Usually when I can't sleep, I make a point of not looking at the clock. I end up calculating how many hours of sleep I'm losing, and it stresses me out thinking about how tired I'm going to be the next day. But tonight, or rather this morning, I am seriously awake. After looking at the clock for the third time I figured I ought to do something ( Read more... )

I dreamed about E. last night. A lot. It felt like all night and I loved every minute of it. I got to sit next to her in a bus. I got to hold her hand, to hug her, to laugh with her. I'm pretty sure I kissed her a couple of times ( Read more... )

I've been so busy lately I don't know if I'm coming or going. Some of it is the usual craziness associated with the holidays. Some of it is lots of stuff going on at work. And some of it is related to my stomach craziness ( Read more... )

Yup, much as I sometimes wish it were otherwise, I am still feeling. The good, the bad, and the ugly. Same stuff as I've posted about before, but sometimes with greater intensity, rarely with less. Still not sure quite what to do with it all. Probably some more catharsis is needed, but I suspect more time would also help. Of course, the irony ( Read more... )

Sitting here in front of the fire, candles lit, listening to the rain pound down outside. It's kind of odd that I would take so much pleasure in such a simple thing, but I do. I guess it's partly because it's a rare confluence of events. Yeah, it rains occasionally, and I do light a fire in the fireplace every now and then. But very rarely do I ( Read more... )

I have created a new word to describe the contents of this entry: mundanity. As in "things of a mundane nature." In other words, my life ( Read more... )

The last few days have been absolutely nuts. Recall from my last entry (Thursday) that the poo had just hit the fan at work. Here's what happened next ( Read more... )

I have a veritable potpourri of things to write about tonight, having been too damn lazy and busy over the past few days to get this stuff down ( Read more... )

Yeah, you guessed it. This is gonna be a whiny post ( Read more... )