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Recap
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The Landscape
It was another tough day today. I spent most of the morning feeling sad about the split with R. and second guessing myself. The old brain was in overdrive. "Why the hell are you doing this again? Why are you causing both of you such pain? What is it you hope to get out of this again?" Repeat endlessly ( Read more... ) -
Coincidence
I was feeling a little emotionally fragile tonight. I think I'm still unwinding from the work stress of the last few weeks. Plus, it's possible I could be a teensy, tinsy bit pre-menstrual ( Read more... ) -
Ahhhhhh.....
Ahhhhhhh. Relief. Just finished a big, ugly project for work that's kept me occupied for the past year. I don't think it's hit me quite yet that it's over. Whatever will I do with myself now that I have brainpower to spare??? -
still breaking up . . .
... and it's still hard to do. Extremely hard. It's the hardest thing I've ever done. Have I said that already? If so, it bears repeating. Hardest. Thing. Ever ( Read more... ) -
Changes
Aaaand I'm back ( Read more... ) -
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Ah. Laundry done, dishes done, dog walked and fed, me walked and fed, and now I can finally relax. Got a little Bach in the background and life is good. I must remember to listen to classical music more often ( Read more... ) -
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Big, fat happy birthday wishes to alwaysexcused! -
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On a whim I decided not to turn the tv on for the last two nights. Instead I spent the time reading, talking to a friend on the phone, and relaxing in the jacuzzi. At first it seemed like something was missing but I found I quickly got used to the silence. It was so very peaceful. My mind habitually runs 100 miles an hour but the last two ( Read more... )