Earth is very nice. I am enjoying seeing Miles again though I want to do more than see... I want to touch his body, feel his naked skin against mine.I think Ezri's been feeling a little down. I know her body is undergoing a lot of changes so just to reassure her: I love Ezri Dax. She is the most incredible woman I have ever met. We have amazing ( Read more... )

I cannot bear to see smiley_miles so miserable anymore. He has been putting up a good front of pretending he is happy, but I know better.

How could I not know? My heart breaks every day that we are apart. Not being together, it's like dying. I know in my soul that he feels the same.

What with that heartless wife of his, botanist_keiko, galavanting off to date qcontinuum, it's ( Read more... )

You know what? Disregard my last post. I was going for tact, but I've changed my mind.

Keiko is a bitch. And not in a good way.

She has insulted me numerous times since her recent establishment of a journal and now she has insulted my beautiful ezridax!

smiley_miles my true love, my all, if you ever need to get away from her, my door is always open.

God, has anyone else noticed what a foul mood botanist_keiko has been in all day? It seems that her current favorite word is "slut" and she seems intent on hurling it at me at every opportunity. Kiss you children with that mouth, do you, Keiko ( Read more... )

ezridax said Julian is a gay name. Is she saying I am gay? Is she saying our miracle child will be gay? (on account of his/her name will be Julian).

Sometimes I just don't understand ezridax. I love her and am awed by how she becomes more beautiful as the miracle of life gestates inside of her perfect body, but sometimes I just don't "get" her. How could she ( Read more... )

ezridax is pregnant with miracle child.

Am kind of freaked. Not sure it has really sunk in yet.

I wish smiley_miles would hold and comfort me give me some advice.

I wonder if ezridax would be willing to perm her hair... maybe dye it too.

smiley_miles now has a journal!

qcontinuum says that there is more to existence than sex.

_garak_ thinks I have made a mistake staying with ezridax.

symbiont_dax is going to try to warm ezridax to the notion of a threesome with amanda_the_q.

So very many things to think about. I'll be in the infirmary if anyone needs me.

ezridax is away for a week. I miss her so much. Her smile, her eyes, her boyish good looks.

There has been some chatter about our activities, but I am not ashamed because I love her ohsoverymuch. And I miss her. I also miss Miles.

Maybe Garak will want to talk about it.