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I Just Might Lose It...
The flashbacks of Greg's affairs continue to mess me up; more than he wants to care about, yet I wish he would. Today I was uncontrollably forced to relive the account of an evening in which we had planned to spend together. We had spoken earlier and though I spent much time and money driving in to town just to spend time with him, this particular ( Read more... ) -
Confessions of a Cheatee
cheatee: one who has been cheated on ( Read more... ) -
Blindfolded Dancers
I find myself in yet another transitory state of my life; as I perambulate through said state, the unforeseeable future causes me to feel as if I am in a black hole of sorts. The unknown can be intriguing, exciting, promising, energizing, captivating,...it can also be worrisome, hectic, unsettling, perplexing, and perhaps even a bit frightening at ( Read more... ) -
The Disillusioned Self
I feel so mixed up sometimes. I have been known to disillusion myself with the way in which things, and people in my life are. Later, and sadly, I get smacked in the face with the reality of it all; only then do I realize how blinded I previously was. Perhaps I am such a wishful soul, a dreamer, that I choose to view things in such a positive way. ( Read more... ) -
Words Are My Form Of Expression
I wish I could speak as well as I write. I can articulate a thought or feeling pretty well most times, but it always seems that I can do so much better with the written word. Perhaps I feel as though I am being heard, although, ironically I have spoken not a word ( Read more... ) -
Paradoxical Life
Fermented Thoughts ( Read more... ) -
One of those days...
...I am definitely having one! Where to begin, and do they ever end? I have been without running water for days now! I am on a natural spring and with all the fiercesome rains of late, the irrigation pipe is without a doubt clogged with miscellaneous debris. With the rains come high and murky waters which do anything but help matters of locating ( Read more... ) -
A Lousy Read...
...my sentiments on my journal thus far! Yes, I have been forced to conclude by my apparent abandonment issues presented to me by my last, and only, entry, that I am a lousy journal keeper! On the upside, all of my experiences onward from the 29th of November still rest in my mind while others are restless in my mind ( Read more... ) -
The Scene...
In a secluded, forested canyon, west of the Cascade Mountain range, sits a modest manufactured home nestled in the foothills of Oregon ( Read more... )