i drank way too much wine last night. bad. also smoked alot of hookah. had long talks about sex (and sex tricks) with a bunch of people. then we all went over to a party and danced alot. salsa and the pitzer kid dance. at one point in the night i was chugging kiwi liqour straight from the bottle. mmm......tasty. danced and drank with one of my ( Read more... )

bekka had an 11 hour layover in LA on her way back to GA from Australia. it was so good to see her. i missed not having her around for 5 months. she and i can instantly fall into our usualy routine tho. it's like no time has passed at all. it's just that now she has even more fun stories to tell. and i'm proud to say that bekka got back onto her ( Read more... )

so i'm going to go talk to the Dean of Students today. allie is going to come with me because i definately need support in doing this. i'm freaking out about it. but i need to do this so i'm just gonna suck it up and do it at around 2:45 when allie gets out of class. wish me luck ( Read more... )

so maybe it was because i was tired or maybe just because i'm clumsy sometimes but i burnt myself atleast 5 times today at work. i'm so talented. i'm really tired too. i think it the meds cuz i've been pretty physically tired lately. not a fun side-effect ( Read more... )

"you make a rift inside me every day and then you choose to stay ( Read more... )

no more drinking for me for a little bit. or maybe just no more chugging strong vodka drinks. bad ( Read more... )

guess who was in the hospital again last night/this morning? that's right, me. this sucks. i had another really bad panic attack and was actually unconscious for a bit. apparently i hat my head pretty hard on some steps when i lost consciousness cuz my head is killing me. i'm not leaving my bed. i'm gonna hide under my covers and be scared. what ( Read more... )

mixing vodka and valium makes me act all weird. and now i have the munchies. i've been drinking since like 7:30pm. one of my supervisors at work got me drunk. i met an insane amount of people, drank way too much vodka, danced like us pitzer kids do, and genuinely had a good time. (i think my suitemate is puking in the bathroom. ewww.) the only ( Read more... )

ok, so here goes ( Read more... )

i didn't want to get out of bed this morning. i was so exhausted. stupid morning shifts at work. the bed was all warm, i was comfy, didn't want to stop cuddling. i think these are viable excuses for missing work. but apparently i'm the only one who thinks so. oh well ( Read more... )