deep in this hole i am making i cant escape falling all this time we come to this place falling through time living a hollow life always were taking waiting for signs hollow life fearing to fall and still the ground below me calls falling down this time ripping apart all these things i have tried to stop we fall in space haunting me we cant look ( Read more... )

The question they keep askin me how can one so young be so bitter and angry well the answer is plain to see just look around at this world that we are living in its die and let die take or be taken from and theres no where to run who do we look to what have we done these times have taken the best from us all i see is killing another day another ( Read more... )

SO i have decided to say fuck it due to lack of interest. i will still read peoples and post on that and what not but i decided that i need not post anymore. well it was fun and ill see you in here yo. who knows maybe ill change my mind but for now i think i am done.

So im chillen in mexico right now pretty bored and ive been thinkin lately about graduation and friends. I really dont want to graduate and leave all i have started and grown to love. I want to stay in high school forever with all my friends that i have grown so much with and enjoy talking to and seeing so much. i dont know if im ready to go away ( Read more... )

Failed,
Rejected,
Cast Aside,
Turned Down,
Thrown Out,
Passed Up,
Discarded,
Declined,
Disregarded,

I dont want to go back. SCHOOL SUCKS

full of thoughts... emotions dont know what to think or to feel what is real. everytime i think i know what happened it just seems like more of a dream. that my nightmare will be ended when i nod to him after lunch or see him in father glenns office. thats it its just a dream a long drawn out dream and im only sleeping at school.. feelings leave me ( Read more... )

i learned so much today about myself about my friends and my classmates. today seemed normal a little slow and then i get home and debbie calls me askin to meet up with her she tells me zach passed away in a motorcycle accident. i was shocked i knew zach. i see this all the time someone far away or close that you dont know passes away and you just ( Read more... )

Maybe next time... wait this time there isnt a next time ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im all alone that i have no one to talk to no where to go nothing to do. feel unimportant like no one cares pushed aside. feel like no ones there by myself all alone. feel like a ghost unseen unheard. feel like no one knows no one wants to know. feel empty. feel like second best only here when no one else is. here for you but ( Read more... )

I LOST MY CROSS WHERE DID IT GO.