sitting in my room thinking aboutlife... realize how much i miss kairos... i really want to go back so bad i could use a kairos moment right now. need to talk. really talk. to somebody. despair has become my friend. i wish everything was over and i was an old hippie waiting to die.. and being happy till then. school is tearing me apart. the people ( Read more... )

happy fucking new year to you all... so school starts in less than 7 hours. not cool. not ready to go back not at all. last semester. fucking a. i wrote the best entry on new years eve and my computer froze about half way through. it was really long and shit but no it just fucking went away in the middle of submitting it. the world needs to shut ( Read more... )

I JUST DONT SLEEP ANYMORE... i guess i should be used to it buy now but not yet.. hope all you people are sleeping very well. yeah

okay here we go my version of a perfect world. buckle up ( Read more... )

yo i cant sleep fun huh. i think i am back to my insomniac self since i have been awake for about 3 days now. kinda. everybody seemed to enjoy formal a lot. uhh besides me. i must say thats not really my style. i can handle rap but the stereo in my car is better than the "entertainment" at formal. I did realize that a lot more people at salpointe ( Read more... )

hey all you people.. or the 4 of you who might read this... yeah well i have lots of energy and want to run around in socks. today was a wonderfull day and i dont know why. i took finals came home and slept till like 6ish. yeah wonderfull now im not going to sleep tonight at all. im kinda lost about why i write in this thing because nobody replies ( Read more... )

Your words to me just a whisper your faces so unclear i try to pay attention your words just disappear cuz its always raining in my head forget all the things i should have said so i speak to you in riddles cuz my words get in my way i smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away cuz i cant take anymore of this i want to come apart or dig ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

i hate writing shit it is so stupid whats my problem today maybe im depressed maybe im helpless what comes out my hand i hate writing shit it is so stupid why do i feel this way feelings in my heart im in way to far can't it wont go away before long my sun is dying i hate writing sh it aint looking forward to it whats fucked up today writing all ( Read more... )

yeah dude so korn last night yeah. fucking rocked got pushed up against the barracade that was fun and let some little yellowcard fan get in front of me so i was one person back when korn got on and fucking a. korn will never EVER get old. seen them 4 times and next time they are here i will be there too oooh i got 2 pics from munky too. Chevelle ( Read more... )