baby i get so scared inside and i dont really understand is it love thats on my mind or is it fantasy heaven is in the palm of my hand and its waiting here for you what am i supposed to do in a time of tragedy if i close my eyes forever will it all remain unchanged if i close my eyes forever will it all remain the same sometimes its hard to hold on ( Read more... )

Okay so salpointe people really need a lesson. First i am going to address the guys. You really need to stop thinking you are so damn hard because you really are not. You talk a lot of shit and dont do anything yes you are sheltered and have no idea how life is going to hit you when you talk shit to the wrong person because the majority of you have ( Read more... )

the real world sucks. i dont want to graduate. as far away as it is i can already see life after high school blowing some nuts. i like the comfort of being able to blow shit off and do what i want to go. but everyday that freedom fades quicker and quicker. i wish there were no bills to pay of groceries to buy. i wish the world was just chill. ( Read more... )

Whats up world. I should be an mtv news person. Yeah so life is kinda passing. i feel empty again dont know y. not a bad empty but still empty. when i dont feel empty theres a tight pain in my chest. but i just feel kidna strange lately. i really want it to rain. that would make me feel good. i like rain a lot. so yeah dont really have shit to talk ( Read more... )

So anyways debbie and i are back together again so im all happy now and my last entry is void. thank you to you people who helped me get some sense into me you dudes rock. But other than that there really isnt much to say. october kairos leaves in like 4 days damn dude that rules. i wish i could do kairos again. you all who havent gone really need ( Read more... )

Here i am. Alone i dont know whats going on anymore all i want is my baby back and i cant convince her that all we need is each other. i cant believe its happening this way. How can something so important to me be ended so easy. not ended its a break and we will get back together. i dont know what to do i just want to be able to kiss her she is my ( Read more... )

Hey yo i dont really have anything to discuss right now i dont really have anything to bitch about i have been content lately i guess... pretty shitty at times but for the most part im just here. I have had a decent couple of weeks since my last post but my parents are going to make me go to school on monday which is crappy. KORN IS COMING BACK. ( Read more... )

Its been one of those days. I dont know whats going on with me anymore lately ive been forced through everything and have had no control over anything. I feel like i dont have anybody to turn to. I always thought that i have a lot of friends but i now think that all i have is a group of people who dont really care. All i feel at school and outside ( Read more... )

i was asked today if i could be anything in the world what would i wanna be. I never answered this question because i had no idea. When i got home today i fell asleep. While i was sleeping i had a dream that the world ended and i was still there trapped in a rainforest. the first thing i remember was me saying to myself where is everybody. I was ( Read more... )

WEll today was blah just like thew weekend. Lately i have been very sedated i sometimes dont reamember what happened like 20 minutes earlier. This is your mind one drugs. Well yeah dude d really dont want to attend school tomorrow school has loast all entertaining value(not that there was much to begin with) but i used to not mind school but now i ( Read more... )