IF A BULLET CAME THROUGH MY WINDOW RIGHT NOW, AND STRUCK ME IN THE HEAD AND DROPPED ME DEAD I WOULD NOT GIVE A FUCK ( Read more... )

well its been roughly 9 days sober from that awful cancer stick, and i fucking hate it. but its all good i guess. i have been in a very bad mood latley i dont know why, i guess its because the girl i would love to be with is currently seeing someone and i wish that someone was me, but im not mad at the lad its just i wish that lad was me, but what ( Read more... )

well well, good news and bad news kiddos, good news is that i have given up alot of bad things in my life, but i cant totally get rid of the smoking but i havent had a smoke break in 5 daysish. and i havent smoked pot in a while, i roll for people now but dont smoke, which is good. bad news is i might be leaving, to florida to work in a factory w ( Read more... )

its about that time to come to the end of my rope, the end of the road. when i get there will anyone ever see me again, you never know.

all that i ever seem to end up doing is one of the following either pushing it on till the bones begin to break..... then when things begin to fade into another direction i begin to walk. and i stop when i come to a familiar place.

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well whats up people, i have been in so much shit latley, pap's caught me high as hell on 127 and torn up on all kinds of who knows what, lol he gave me the whole your better than this speach, blah blah who gives a fuck....? then he was like im gonna beat your ass one of these days when i catch you again.... oh yeah i scared... then he threatened ( Read more... )

I know that i havent been that best at keeping up with everyone, and this i am sorry for, but i have had alot of shit going on, alot of bad things i have been doing again its not like pot or anything just heavier. so that why i cant remember many nights anymore.

call me if you want number is still the same.

wednesday i have my eye surgery, and i feel like shit so please dont call unless i know you are cause i am having really really bad headachs and i cant take any meds till after the surgery...

JOshua

The newest doc. has told me that I am going into surgery on 9/7/05, which isnt that far off but at least he could tell me what he thought it was, a fatty tissue tumer, and he said i could go with out the surgery but it could cause me to get even more blind, and it wouldnt get better, but it would get bigger. But Oh well... on other news bought me a ( Read more... )