well i havent updated in awhile, but thats because been to hard to look at the screen with the eye shit, but my eyes are getting worst, might be getting surgery in 2-3 weeks, got an offer and a contract on my house, so might be moving, dont know yet, but it's looking good... my eyes are hurting so i am off....

SPP

I can see her now ( Read more... )

Fri-went to work came home-crashed eye still was swollen ( Read more... )

School sucks, life sucks but hell thats what I have made... I have to deal with it or die... And I am not going to die now, not when I am getting a hold of this life both physically and mentally... I am getting over a lot of stuff, went back to alot of older stuff, Not because I am addicted just because I enjoyed the way I felt then, and I enjoy ( Read more... )

off to school in the mourning no time to update much yet again...

well well i have to go to the hell hole of the fucking world, at least i think so, i have to go to school monday.....FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, but in other news i have to go and find a new fucking job... my god i forgot how shitty the pay was, but oh well.... i will update tommarrow but for now this will be good.

Life is a Bitch, Then you marry ONE

1st of all just to let red no, I dont walk over you(at least i think so) i was just to lazy yesterday to write that in your post ( Read more... )

summer school is over and now i have only less than a week till regular school is back.....

lifes a bitch then you marry one....
(kidding ladies, just kidding)

well today yet another shitty day in the eyes of the beholder.... that being said, i would like to take the chance to scream.....(faint scream heard in other counties), ok stress is out of my body for the time being....I am on the verge of being very angry at myself for not getting close to a girl i met....Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK..... I am tired of ( Read more... )

I have decided that I dont want to let my problems escape my mind..... No more entries of problem after problem..... This journal will have my thoughts, not my pains.... I know it sounds crazy but I am tired of doing the same old thing, by telling them my problems, and when they say something its a pity party, or they act like they care..... Will I ( Read more... )