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five months later...
i guess it can't be over
if it was never really under
to begin with
hey, liz? it's ok, you can come out now
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why i am gaining weight
food is a replacement for sex. only problem is, the sex that i want is not just any ol' dick. no, that would be too easy. i've got it bad for one person in particular. no one else satisfies me. it's not the same. and it's not like this person doesn't want me, no. it's this complicated situation where there's no time for it. so i'll hang out with ( Read more... ) -
two drag queens having sexual relations
one question: how long can i keep this up ( Read more... ) -
animal magnetism
have you ever wondered what that feeling is, that thing that pulls you to someone, that gives you that nervous feeling, somewhere between the adrenaline of a roller coaster ride and the sense of impending doom accompanying a visit to the icu? it's not love, that pulls from the heart, nor lust, that pulls from somewhere down under, no. it's that ( Read more... ) -
lol-hole
no one i know reads this, right? right? okay good well...
i got laid :)
it was kind of not great, but it happened.
for the first time in over a year.
okay i feel better now. -
"kiki"
that name, it comes up about every two hours ( Read more... ) -
whoops fucked it up
i forgot about drunk facebook.
dear nuthouse, think i might have some anxiety after all. -
happy happy happy?
i actually feel like fucking SHIT. i mean, i'm sure i would feel this way if he just said 'nope, can't do it, i'm out,' but he's just like... keeping me on my toes, which adds a little denial/anxiety to the party. whatever, i pretty much already know what it means. hence deleting him out of my phone, just in case i got the urge to drnk txt him... ( Read more... ) -
that man is poiiisooonnnn
so let me tell you the story of mr. hotstuff. he started eating at my workplace like three months ago and i got excited every time he ate there 'cause he always ordered coffee milkshakes, which are not on the menu but which i really enjoy making anyway. so then after he ate there a few times, i started getting excited whenever i saw him because i ( Read more... )