I'd like to meet someone who isn't so shallow and immature that he'll have his heart broken over a basic, ordinary, and, most simpley put, undeveloped attraction.  Flirtation is a free-for-all, why don't you try and base your decision to invest emotionally on something a little more substantial like deep and personal conversation or something!  ( Read more... )

The smell of rain
and the sound of it dripping through the branches
Spring Peepers and Bull Frogs
Crickets and Subtle breezes (or no movement at all)
More rainwater occasionally pinging a 
   deeper note on the deck or aluminum siding
They're all here, so loud they might
  disturb your sleep or prevent you from ever
falling asleep at all.
The rain increases ( Read more... )

Every new situation in my life gets a new reaction ... what a concept.    I like it.

I also like that I've been able to enjoy being outside again.  I love Michigan, but the winter here is too bitter and too long.  I love Michigan... woah...  

Oh my God. I just ate 2 peanutbutter and jelly's with a huge glass of lemonade and I feel like I'm going to puke. ♥

Why can't things really be fixed over night?
Why can't I just have some fantastic realization and then everything will make sense and fit in its place and no one will be unhappy anymore.
Why can't I sleep at night without being pestered by unbearable longings that make me cry and ache and jump out of bed searching for some way to escape.
What the heck ( Read more... )

so uhh...

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Decisions, Decisions. 
I've decided to start making decisions instead of floating around in ambiguity from day to day.  In fact, I chose to start with the most difficult, because easing into it is for sissies (and I probably would have lost focus by the time I got to the important ones).   I'm not just saying that, because I actually just did it.   ( Read more... )

Keith Richards is clearly a scarecrow made out of beef jerky.

This is my life: work, school, sleep, coffee, books, movies, food, a couple friends, sitting on the internet, pondering everything.
Every choice seems arbitrary.

I can connect
Nothing with nothing.

... or everything with everything, but that's way too much responsibility.  If there's one ( Read more... )

♥

The internet is depressing.