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am I more than you bargained for yet?
Today felt more uneventful than usual. Yes, I know school is not always the most fun thing in the world, but today was just... boring. Art was cool.
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for a time I thought
I am over my ex now. And I don't even hate him anymore. My friends were asking me if I still liked him today in math class, and when I said "no" I realized that I wasn't lying. It was true. I don't like him like that anymore.
And then today he said that my artwork looked amazing, and the first thought that came to my mind was, "Oh, that's really ( Read more... ) -
it was one hundred degrees
You can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along.
- Death Cab for Cutie "Crooked Teeth"
Never truer lyrics in regards to my situation... Blah. I wonder if there was anything there in the first place, between him and me. Maybe there really was nothing there the entire time and I just never really looked into it. For him, at least... ( Read more... ) -
i know things now
Today my English teacher read my class a poem, or a song, rather. "I Know Things Now" from a Little Red Riding Hood musical. And she questioned us, "Have you ever stepped off the path, even for a second?" None of us responded. "You guys are AP kids -- you, more than other kids, are expected to stay on the path that your parents have put out for you ( Read more... ) -
afraid of our emotions
So, today I went to Church. You know, somewhat listened to the priest while mostly just thinking about my own problems and meaningless things that will never make a difference to anything. But there was something in his homily which I've heard about before. He said something along the lines of, "What you see in society around you is just a ( Read more... ) -
you can hear the chapter close
I actually had a really good day today. Same with yesterday. I know, how surprising! I didn't do anything today, really, besides muse about my life and play Dragon Age and type up some life plans for my mom. And do AP English homework as well. That wasn't so bad. It was art actually... A graphic about Sinners in the Hand of an Angry God. I ( Read more... ) -
but it is over now, it is over.
Relationship commenced.
We need to talk = we need to break up.
But it's alright. 3 months and a day isn't exactly short in terms of high school. And I wouldn't take it back, any of it. It was a fun summer. It was a good swim season.
"Can we talk now?" I asked him, after he seemingly tried to avoid me to get to his car after school.
"Yeah, I guess." He ( Read more... ) -
we need to talk
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sooo
It's four o'clock in the morning. What the fuck am I still doing up? I can't sleep tonight for some reason. Agh. It's not like I have anything going on tomorrow, but I guess I'll wake up early so I can get back on sleep schedule --- if I ever fall asleep, that is ( Read more... )