It's not cool that he is still in highschool and Ive been graduated for two years now. Sigh. It makes me sad that we can only hang out like twice a week and only for a couple hours. I get pissed because T & G get to spend alllll their time togther, and me and Jeremy barely even see one another. Yeah we are both extremly busy people, but if we can ( Read more... )

here I am again letting all my fristrations out. I love my job but the people sometimes suck. Customers I mean. Sometimes they don't tip for shit, even when serivce was great, even when there experience was awesome.. I gues Justin decided he wanted to cut all contact off. I think its stupid. I think he's stupid. He is a very nice person but when we ( Read more... )

I wassn't looking for a boyfriend until this wone popped into my lap. It's still so early considering me and Justin haven't even cut off all contact. But I feel so happy. My heart tells me to do one thing, but my brain tell me another...which one shall I pick. We have already establihed our relationship....maybe it was to soon, maybe it wasn't. ( Read more... )

Ive decided the next time I go to my physician I will bring up the fact that I need to be put on medication. What medication you ask? I need something to help me focus my thoughts. It is so hard for me to get anything done, because i am unable to focus. I won't take aderole everyday, i will only take it when i need to get shit done. like homework, ( Read more... )

I just can't wait to be his girlfriend. We are going to have a lot of fun. Oh yes we are. The silly thing is is that i wasn't looking for a boyfriend at all. before i met him i didn't want anyone. but then i thought about the whole scenario and i think i didn't want to be with those guys was because i couldn't talk to them the way i can talk to him ( Read more... )

I have mucho homework today. I also have mucho cramps, as well as I am mucho jaded by the new boy at work. We met just a few days ago, but like Tagen it seems like we were friends in another life. We have so much to say to one another and the conversation never runs dry. He's a little younger than myself but you would never think so by his maturity ( Read more... )

I am not going to lie. I am a little let down by his actions. Just a little. Okay hurt is the absolute wrong word, but disappointed, yeah. Jackass. I thought it was different I really did. I knew it was a temp job but hey. My thought process has changed. No more of this and that ( Read more... )

So Im talking to J man again and all is well. We act like boyfriend and girlfriend again and i like it. He knows though that it will never be the same. He knows its temporary. I know its temp, but life is too. I made some money tonight. I am not happy right now. I hate falling asleep in a lone bed, with no one next to me I feel alone, like I will ( Read more... )

Okay, so I finally went out on a date with table 28 and ohhhh weeeee! What a freakin hottie. Hottest guy that I have ever dated. Somthins about Tims. Oh Tim. How hot you are. So yeah he's pretty fucking sexy and I am pretty fucking happy about the whole situation. He's leaving soon which means no more. but who gives a fuck when he's hott as hell. ( Read more... )

I have been putting off this damn project for so long and I am still not done with it. The problem is is that it was due like fourteen...nope fifteen hours ago. Hopefully the professor will realize how good my stuff was and let me slide. Hopefully, hopefully. I really need to make a C in this class due to the fact that I have to maintain a high GPA ( Read more... )