I got as job being a server at this place called Fish Daddy's. It's kinda like a high end resturant. No Joe's crabshack, no Loop, more like Bistro Aix but for seafood. My first training day begins this evening. I am not looking forward to the weekend. I will be alone in a town I have no idea how to navigate. Its all cool. Ive been having a lot of ( Read more... )

I am not looking forward to going back to Austin. I feel like the only reason Justin is with me is because I'm good looking and great at sex. I'm not trying to be funny here. I am being honest. I think the only reason he is with me is so he can show me off. So he can show his friends in Austin that he has a hot girlfriend that they wish they had. ( Read more... )

The male race be glad that God didn't curse you with a period. I think being the bread winner of the house is way better than being the bleeding emotional hormoned crazed female. And friends of mine. Reminder, take birth cotrol even if you are not sexually active. It makes the periods so much more bearable. Fuck periods. I need to get back on bc. I ( Read more... )

When I was a little girl I would look up at the sky and ask God for a family. I take it all back now. My family is weird as fuck. There is no medium for them. Either they are straight as hell meaning they don't smoke, drink, or party, or they have babies before they it their twenties. My aunt Donna is a fucking looney bin. All she does is bitch and ( Read more... )

I played in snow for my first time. I rode down a sled and everything. I did not make a snowman nor a snowangel. Saw the Pacific ocean. Saw a hippo's penis today. Got high with my mom. Have not smoked anything and today is 420. Saw some museums. Saw a ghost in the red wood forests. I'm not lying I saw a ghost ( Read more... )

I love spending time with my mom. It hasn't been fun, but it hasn't been boring either. I'm just chilllin. Ya know. Today is the first day it hasn't rained. April showers brings May flowers is what I was told as a child. Ummm I hate ummm I hate my haircut. I look like an indie chick, and nothing against the indie chicks I just don't like their hair ( Read more... )

I am to depart Austin in five hours. I will be heading to California. Maybe I will lfind some gold...or a guy who owns lots of gold. Everytime I visit a new place I imagine myself falling deeply in love with a stranger and having this emensley romantic time. One day it will happen. I feel it in my bones. I have a total crush on a girl. She is one ( Read more... )

I leave for Cali Sunday and today my mom tells me it is going to be in the 30's while I am there. Not looking forward to going anymore. I hate the cold weather. The only thing worse than cld weather is a really bad wedgey.She is planning all these events for us to do when all I wnat to do is chill. My mother is so high struung and it kills me ( Read more... )

I haven't been doibng much since moving to Austin. The neighborhoods around here are very nice. It is very much suburbia, but the people are nice and so is the nice nature trails and ponds only a mile down the road. I like to think I will be happy here. I went downtown today and saw all the college students, and for just a moment I felt like I was ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking aout sex. It's on my brain like crazy. I have lost my orgasm to be honest. It doesn't seem to ever come. Ha ha that was a pun. Boys are on my mind like crazy. Breaking up with my boyfriend is on my mind like crazy. I miss my friends already. I have like two more days in Jacskonville. I wish these sexy sexy sexy boys would get ( Read more... )