long time no speak huh? haven't really found words to say lately. i've been completely at loss for words. i guess it's because i have absolutely nothing to complain about. my family is great. my mom and i have never been closer. mark...well, he's mark. and my brothers are my brothers. wouldn't trade any of them for the world. my dad and i ( Read more... )

i think it's awesome when you really really care about someone...they fuck you over for whatever reason...then one of your "friends" comes along and tells you that they have feelings for them...of course you're not going to tell them that it would kill you to see them together because then who looks like the asshole? but yet, your "friend" says ( Read more... )

so in two days, everything ends

i believe that i have the best playlist in the world right now...

-well excuse me, cuz i've mistaken you for somebody else, somebody who gave a damn...somebody more like myself ( Read more... )

so it's really sad when you feel as depressed as i have felt lately. i don't really talk about it much because who the hell really wants to listen? but for real. i feel like i'm just a walking blob of nothing. yes, a blob. it's hard to explain but i really miss the person i used to be. i miss being happy and laughing. i still put on that ( Read more... )

so things have taken such a sudden turn lately that i really can't take it. i feel like i'm the real me with him. why did it have to take so long? i feel like he's like a breath of fresh air. it's that kind of feeling that you get when you're going on a new rollercoaster for the first time...your stomach is tied as you're making your way to the ( Read more... )

so yeah, i guess it's been some time. there's been so much to write about up until now but i guess there just hasn't been time. i dunno. i don't know much of anything anymore. things have gone so crazy lately. i've lost the love of my life and the best friend i have ever had...that was just bound to happen i suppose. my whole world fell apart ( Read more... )

People I couldn't have gotten through the year without ( Read more... )

so i don't write in here much. i guess it's because for the past couple weeks i have been drowning myself in self indulgent sorrows about how much my life sucks without my friends. and truthfully, it's not all that bad. so what if i have like two friends who never really have gone away. two people who really have never turned their backs on me ( Read more... )

...you don't know ( Read more... )

Remember when
we never needed each other
The best of friends
like sister and brotherWe understood ( Read more... )