I know I wrote this in my Facebook, but because this is my journal, I thought I would also post it here. It is a wonderful analogy and if you feel like commenting, please do ( Read more... )

ugh, I'm so confused. So utterly and completely confused. What exactly is it that I am feeling emotional wise, rather than being confused? Well, I'm estatic, frustrated, heart broken, childlike, innocent, sad, and..... I can't think of all the other words. I have a lot of friends who I've been praying for and crying for. Ugh, merciful, that's ( Read more... )

So I think this whole break up thing is getting a lot easier. Tim and I had planned to watch some movies a LOOOOOONG time ago, and I suggested that TJ be there (this way it would be safer and Tim and I wouldn't be tempted to do anything). Well Tim said that he didn't think TJ would like the movies, but I told TJ about them anyways and he said he ( Read more... )

Ok, so service last night at church was amazing. For those of you who don't know; our church is doing a 'read the bible in a year' thing where we have to read verses every day, and if we stick to it we would have read the entire bible in a year. Well, every wednesday night our church has a bible study where the pastor talks about what we have read ( Read more... )

So it sucks, me and Tim broke up....yet again. This is the third time, and I'm pretty sure it is going to be the last time. I just can't put up with the heartache anymore. Yuck. My heart is sore. But I don't know if I'm more mad at believing him when he said he would never let this happen again. Or am I just mad that he broke up with me and now I'm ( Read more... )

So our church retreat was this past Sat. It was called Motion and everyone met up at the church and was distributed around Birmingham to do different things such as, help build a church, paint a woman's house, going to a woman's halfway house, and going to a kid's fair with cancer patients. I went to the fair, and I was a little dissapointed at ( Read more... )

So the last few days have been quite interesting. There has been a lot of emotions steeming up in my head ( Read more... )

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So, I went home for Christmas and I got to hang out with friends, and of course family. I went to go see my dad for the first time in almost a decade. You'd think it would be weird. But it wasn't at all. It was like he never really left. I'm really glad I went cause I feel like a new person now. Like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I ( Read more... )

Ok, so everything is going great so far. I didn't get the job with predators at the zoo. I didn't think I would get it, because there was a guy in the zoo applying for it that had a lot of previous cat experience. So now I have applied for his old job, which is working in the animal nutrition center, and in addition to that I will be training the ( Read more... )