I'm beyond pissed off right now... words can't even discribe my anger... if it gives you guys who know me a clue... I'm crying... my hands are shaking... my body is shaking... my teeth are clinched... my nose is twitching... and yet tears still find a way down my cheek... So those of you who care... or are bored... wanna know why?... fine I'll tell ( Read more... )

So... apparently I've been fired... I have to go pick up my things tomarrow... all because I was sick for a week and a half and then put on probation... then late for 2 minutes to clock in because my computer wouldn't start up... this is fucking bull.

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If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

[now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be]

Heh... that was the light note... I know you're supposed to do that after the bad news and such shit as that... but I found it as something that was able to make me giggle even though I've not been liking most of what's been going on... so... sense I've last ranted in a post... quite a bit has happened in my opinion... lets start at the beginning ( Read more... )

Okay... I really hate LJ right now... wrote this big long blurb... and it fucking ate it... BASTARD!!!... don't make me come over there... I will... ~shakes fist~... anyways... you guys don't have to read this... it's going to be big again... I'm being all smart and writing it in notepad... my best friend when it comes to this shit... anyways... ( Read more... )

So... just to update you all... I'm back at my parents house... for about a month or two... and then I'll be in a place of my own... with no roommate or anything... just me... and the occational panda visitings... but yeah... that whole thing with living with Tweak just wasn't working out for me... which has been the reason that I've been so pissed ( Read more... )

SO... my hair is red now... and I'm going to go back to bed and curl up and rock back and forth due to mass amounts of pain... just updating you all on what's going on.

I FUCKING HATE MSN!!! YOU AND YOUR GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING MAINTINANCE!!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO IT THE ONLY TIME THAT I'M HOME AND ONLINE AND AWAKE!!! WHY!!! ~threatens it with a baseball bat~... I'M SO PISSED!!! I could prolly scream my lungs out from cussing msn out... or cry because I'm so damn emotionally conflicted... I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT ( Read more... )

Well... I survived the first day of work... was 9 hours long... basically like a 9 hour class... only fun... so like art class... hehe... and I only have to go through 10 days of training... but it was great... I love it... and can't wait to go back tomarrow... our trainer is really funny... which is prolly what makes the job so much fun... but ( Read more... )