So I guess that’s just what comes with the territory when you’re friends with Adam and Austin. Great ( Read more... )

Hannah has no one to give her love to ( Read more... )

A lot of my stress is coming from being so social. I'm not used to be a "social butterfly" and it is far from relaxing. Sometimes it can be rewarding, but it weighs very much on my mind when I'm trying to remember what other people have told me, what they are doing, the last time I talked to so-and-so, worrying about how another person is doing, ( Read more... )

And once again I'm struggling to work my life to the way I want it to be. Is this selfish? Probably ( Read more... )

I am so mood swingy, probably from all the stress I'm under. I just have these brief but really intense times where I feel like I want to die because I'm so freaked out, but then there are really good times like now where I'm just sitting on desk listening to the Shins and talking to all the people passing by and it's quite lovely ( Read more... )

I Facebooked Andrew last night after much deliberation. I thought I'd probably feel like an idiot later, but I took a chance and guess what--it paid off! He responded right away with his own question and with seeming enthusiasm. I'm quite happy, and rather proud of myself, too ( Read more... )

He came and sat down next to me today, completely out of the blue and extremely obviously. *giggle*

So I like this kid Andrew who's on the Slocum staff (I'm on Loomis staff), which is sort of difficult because the staffs hang together really tightly. He's very tall and very nice and pretty serious/quiet but can also be goofy (rather like myself). I just noticed him while we were at the CC Cabin on Sunday. I kind of think he maybe sort of could ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm here. I'm a little sad, but I don't want to go back home, which is a very good sign. The move-in actually went really well. There were no tears or anything, and no fighting. I got myself a CC sweatshirt finally, so now I have something from the school I go to ( Read more... )

The line breaks are weird and it's totally unstructured, but I like it. P.S. Read it aloud if you can ( Read more... )