maybe I'm the biggest mark in the world but I swear if I could ever write something half as beautiful and well crafted as "The Wire" my life would be worth it.

So this sunday I went out with a young lady named Devan. Devan is cool-starting her second year in college..doe eyed and such. And 18 ( Read more... )

you know what I miss- stars. I'm @ the beach with a few friends and just looking up- no stars. just smog. and cold water.

So I've refrained from talking about Leslie, mostly because it's a complicated/ongoing situation that I really hate speaking about ( Read more... )

Ah..i have a shit ton of errands to do today and a very small window. Pick up a check, cash it, buy some groceries, pay a phone bill, get a money order and mail it to my mom...roughly have to do all that by 1 ( Read more... )

Had a weird weekend that is still lingering today. in an effort to use my time more efficiently, I can't write about it now with the proper detail-the reason is I just had to take a trip to hollywood to find glasses for my friend who left everything he owned at a party...again long story.

so yea..post to come tomorrow.

I've been working at this new job for less than a week. All of the new hires(myself included) are feeling the money crunch. Even though we get our first checks next Friday, we all have to pay for parking until then(they reimburse you) but yea..$5 a day-my entire party fund for the weekend went to parking. Kinda shitty ( Read more... )

Okkkkkkk ( Read more... )

my last entry was 43 weeks ago. since then I've continued making bad decisions and fukcking up. my birthday is monday and I'm not a year wiser. except 4 some amazing friends and family I have nothing. I am thankful 4 them.

i am alive. I'm not sure if anybody was concerned. I can't say that I'm well. I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental or emotional break down-except im completly sane. Sorta like an out of body experience-or a bad novel where you can read the hero's(and i use that word in the loosest sense) thoughts ( Read more... )