Y'know... I thought this would have been deleted by now. covered by code or buried under data somewhere so I'd never be able to set eyes upon it again. Now that I've found it again and by some sliver of luck remember the password... I kind of wish it had. Reading some of the crap that I wrote in my teen years makes me feel ill. I laugh at some of ( Read more... )

Well... I guess life can't really suck any more than it does now.. well... maybe it could but for now it sucks ass. Not that anyone cares.. I'm just talking into the wind... but I'm probably gonna end up sleeping on the street soon... my parents don't even care about me... they don't want me to live at their house anymore.. they think that I don't ( Read more... )

Yep, the crazy man is still alive!! WoOoHoOo!!!!! ..... anyway, yeah. Life sucks, my throat hurts, and my body doesn't like having blood drawn from it with a needle... don't ask. I went to the doctor and the quack gave me a prescription for some crack ass drug called prednisone... ok, now he said that I have to take it with food otherwise I will ( Read more... )

asahoshi  has been bugging me to update so I'm letting everyone know I'm still alive. Yep, still working at Big O.. I still hate the job.. but I need it so I'm putting up with it. Uhhhhhh........  yeah.. stuff. I'm saving money for another car so I can park my '69 bug and begin restoring it. I'm thinking of getting another subs wagon or maybe a jeep or ( Read more... )

...you are not your job...

...you are not how much money you have in the bank...

...you're not the car you drive...

...you're not the contents of your wallet...

...you're not your fucking khakies...

...you are the all seeing and all dancing crap of the world...

".. our fathers were our models from god... if our fathers failed us what does that tell ( Read more... )

Yep.. I got a job.. about a week ago. I've been working my ass off so I haven't been able to do much of anything else on line so sorry if I haven't updated in a while. I'm working at Big O tires now and I think I'm beginning to really hate tires.. I have to move them around, mount and dismount them on rims, and pick them up all the time... and not ( Read more... )

Well I'm so close to getting a job I can taste it. I guess persistance always pays off cause I've been going back every tuesday and friday and talking with the manager and the last time I talked to him he said that I'm first on his list of people so YEAH!!.. soon I will have money to bathe in... uh .. I mean buy stuff with... and boy do I know what ( Read more... )

Yep.. still here for those who keep track. Not much happening here.. just thought I'd update. Been gaming with Chaoswolf and asahoshi mostly.. but my computer has been freaking out on me... I think it's way too old.. getting old man disease. I've been thinking of staying up here for college instead of going to Yakama... too far and the education ( Read more... )

OH YEAH!!! I got invited to join a band!!!... don't know if I will actually make music but the guy who asked me said he would teach me how to play the guitar so he wouldn't have to do that and sing at the same time. It's funny how it happened too... I was playing my electric guitar in my garage with the amp I was using turned up kinda loud and I ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I better update since I've been neglecting it.

Things are going good so far. I've been looking into this Job Corp thing with my friend Greg... it's kind of like a college... but not... I don't know. It's run by the government (the man) and they basically give you an education for free... and they also pay you money for stuff while you ( Read more... )