ok to finish up wednesday. the first thing i ate was all my tator tots and than i could only finish half a burger b/c i was full of tator tots. lol. i love those things. than i called john. i wanted to fix this shit. i hated leavin it like all fitin and hatin each other. i cant deal w/ that. i asked what he was doin and he said nothin. i ( Read more... )

sunday. mother's day. went a lot better than i thought it would. i didn't cry once. i'll b a mother some day. my time will come when i get to b happy again. anyways. so i woke up early and me and mom went to the flea market. the cd man wasn't there. i really really want the usher cd but i dont wanna spend like $20 so i figured i would get ( Read more... )

i woke up around 1035. i woke up john and said get up we can make breakfast. he said he had no money. i had that we had coupons and the mcgriddle was on the dollar menu so i would pay the 1.06. he didn't move. he told me to get up and get dressed. i spent so much time arguin w/ him to get outta bed that it was 1105 by the time i was ready. ( Read more... )

ok so lemme finish w/ wednesday. i wrote john his letter and dropped it off at his house. i went to the gym. i did "the bar". it was hard as hell. i didn't have enough energy to do another class after that so i went home and showered. john called rite after the shower. he had just gotten home. he asked about one part of the note and that ( Read more... )

monday. so i went and uploaded my essay at grammas and than went to work. they were paintin the office so me and the babies stayed in the toy room. josh wanted me to do hw w/ him but jenny said no. idk y tho. alexa went over lexi's house. i fed the babies and put their pj's on. i played w/ josh a lil while. noah was a mess today. he must' ( Read more... )

ok so saturday nite i had signed offline and was watchin snl w/ lindsay lohan and usher. around 12ish i guess john called. he was callin to see what i was doin. he was still at brian's still watchin movies. i said i had called earlier and no one answered. i told him that i was sorry for keepin him on the phone longer but it really hurt me that ( Read more... )

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tuesday. the rest of the day. went to work. nothin exciting. alexa went over sonicas. me and josh played on the computer. left about 730. got paid. $80. called john to see what he was doin. we got disconnected. i tried callin him back for like 10 min and it was busy. finally i got thru. he was on the phone w/ ron who had called. we ( Read more... )

saturday. we got a wake up call at 830. so tired. didn't wanna get up. i got up and got dressed and than made john get up. we went to the free breakfast. i had a bagel w/ creamcheese and jelly and a cup of coffee. john had a bagel w/ creamcheese, a donut, and i made him coffee. he didn't like his coffee and went up and got applejuice..one ( Read more... )

thursday..the rest of it. so john said he was gonna play cards for a little while and than call me. i was givin him to 1030. i actually gave him to 1045 and than got dressed for bed. he called 5 min later. they were playin poker at his house. wtf. i can't play at his friends house but he said i could always play at his house. yea i guess he ( Read more... )