yea so i left off mid sunday. on the way home john said that he didn't wanna get the ppv anymore b/c he really didn't have the money. but i knew he just wanted to play poker w/ his friends. so we got into a giant fite. he's been so shady latly and i told him that. of course he doesn't care. and than i do the most stupid thing of all...he was ( Read more... )

sunday. woke upa nd john wasn't there. he had gone to football and didn't say bye. so i went backto sleep. i siad that if he wasn't back by 1130-12 i was gonna leave. i woke up around 11 and he was home. i asked him for a bowl of cereal. ahh the return begins. he got all nasty sayin he just got in and already im starting. ok than. w.e. ( Read more... )

saturday. cape may day!! i got up around 630 and took my shower. i laid back down til 830. than i got up and got dressed. filled out some of my application. i called john at 945. i asked if he wanted to go get breakfast. he said ok. i asked if he had returned the game and he said his mom was gonna do it. so i said i would b over around 10 ( Read more... )

friday. i woke up w/the worst migraine ever. i called mom but she couldn't come home so i called gramma. she brought me medicine and made me food. i watched tv and fell asleep. it was beautiful out and i wanted to b all better by the time john got home so we could so something since it was my day off. john called around 330. i asked him ( Read more... )

this day should've been a good one but it sadly wasnt at all what i wanted ( Read more... )

ok soi did this whole entry for wed about a hour agond the fuckin shit didn' save. god. i wish my laptop was workin butfor what ever reason..only god knows y...itisn't working. pos. so lets try this fuckin thing again ( Read more... )

ok so after i got off here yesterday i got dressed and ready for work and than cleaned a bit and left for work. the ride was alrite in the rodeo. i just hate that there's no cd player so i gotta keep playin w/ the stations. both babies were super cranky today. noah more than dylan. i gave them bathes and than alexa a bath. than i fed teh ( Read more... )

....to the neon ( Read more... )

ok so im not gonna go thru all the details of the weekend. ill just write the important things down ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday after i got offline i took my shower. i watched some tv and played online games. around 345 john called. he said to pick him up at 430. i asked if we were still goin to the movies and he said yea but we'd have to rush. so i got all ready and cute and left to go get him. i got at rons at 430 exactly but they didn't get there ( Read more... )