so tuesday after here i went and took my shower, ate lunch, watched tv and played the sims. mom came home so we went to shoprite. we picked up a few things and than went to grammas to switch back the cars. john called my cell. he was like y didnt u answer the first 6 times i called. i was like yea it never rang. he said he called 6 times and ( Read more... )

yea so yesterday after i got offline i took my shower and ate lunch. i didn't really have anything to do. i watched tv and went thru my "to do" pile of crap on my desk. i got pretty much all that shit done. john called me at like 630ish. he had just got home. he said that he wanted me to come over/sleepover. i said ok. he said come over ( Read more... )

....im still dealin w/ the consequences of my actions ( Read more... )

ok so after i got offline i went and made some popcorn chicken and did some laundry. i stripped my bed and was washin all my bedding. i played the sims for an hour and a half and than i got dressed. mom came home and we went to walmart. i got my pictures. some of them are soo cute. than we went to shoprite. as i was walkin in my phone rang ( Read more... )

so i went to work. the babies were cranky. i got noah to sleep for like 5 min and than he was up. dylan slept for about a half hour and than woke up. they had white and spinach pizza for dinner and bananas w/ mixed fruit for dessert. than i cleaned up. i got josh dinner...pizza kid cuisine. than i changed the babies and got them milk. josh ( Read more... )

ok so i went to work. the babies got baths. than i fed them...hot dogs, pretzel, and banana for dessert. i made josh pizza bagels for dinner. i cleaned up and got the babies their milk. than me and josh drew a pic of a castle. we have to color it tomorrow. than i let the babies run around. i brought dylan up to change his diaper and put him ( Read more... )

...and down and up again ( Read more... )

...just how important i really am to him ( Read more... )

...but emotional ups and downs. someone save me from this emotinal rollercoaster ( Read more... )

...y does god want this for me? y did he bring me this asshole to b the one i love? y wont he just snap his fingers and fix everything for me? im a good person...i dont deserve this. ive never done this to anyone ever so y am i getting it done to me? y does he continously treat me like shit..like some piece of trash? better yet y do i keep ( Read more... )