waiting for someone who wouldn't come

Jul 27, 2004 12:30

i used to dream about the day he'd come home. It'd be like in the movies, me waiting at the airport and seeing him and just the awesomeness that followed. Last night, i dreamed about me being at the airport, august 14th, at 5 in the morning, waiting. He never showed up ( Read more... )

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whereamigoing32 July 27 2004, 18:59:06 UTC
This makes no sense to me. I mean...I almost feel like there has to be some other reason...to be so emotionless about it...I mean, who does that? Really? Well...at least now you know you're not wasting your time on him when you can be with some one who really loves you and wants to be with you. I love you, Jenn. We all do. You are totally not alone. -<3<3- amanda -<3<3-

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itstechie07 July 27 2004, 20:06:47 UTC
its true jenn you aren't alone, we all love you so much and if you ever need a crying shoulder we are here.
love always jen

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dramach1c July 27 2004, 21:02:18 UTC
thanks guys, ya'll have no idea how much i appreciate everything yall do for me at a time i need ya'll the most.

i love you

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lildrummerboy anonymous July 28 2004, 17:40:19 UTC
Hey Jen,
dont worry about all the thingz going on in your life, maybe rafael will figure thingz out and notice that he has made a big azz mistake of throwing you away and just giving you up, or maybe he will be an azz and stay there in Brazil and not even bother calling any of us. Well what ever happenz, i just want you to know that i will alwayz be here for you no matter what happenz 'cause you are an awesome friend and have alwayz shown me FUN!!!!! It has been great this year after meeting you cuz i have not had this much fun but any wayz, what ever he decidez i am alwayz just a phone call away or just a drive away 'cause you know where i live. Well just start taking thingz one day at a time, i have learned that it works much easier that way, maybe thingz will start looking up for you here soon when school startz. well i have to bounce, lata dayz!!!
Heartz You Lotz,
Mark

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Re: lildrummerboy dramach1c July 31 2004, 19:49:45 UTC
Mi mexicano!! Man, you have been the only guy in my life ever to stand by me and give me support when i needed it. You truly rock, and wow, ur just an awesome guy. And things will start looking up and he DID make a huge "azz" mistake by leaving not only me, but everything that he had here. It's just so hard to understand how someone could throw away friendships like that. But i guess it will always remain a mystery, maybe in a few months we should give him a call and check up on him. Maybe he will be different? idk, but anyway, i heart you and never forget it!
<3 jen

ps: did u ever call him? lol

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Yeah At Least You Have Friends tech_chic July 29 2004, 22:08:08 UTC
Dear Jenn ( ... )

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Re: Yeah At Least You Have Friends dramach1c July 31 2004, 19:51:53 UTC
Thanks sweetie! I totally took ur advice and i hardly think about him. You freakin rock girl and i dont know what i would do without my chelsea. and what is up with these fuckin summer flings..it seems like everyone that hooked up at the end up school or during summer is now broken up..geez louise. lol..well i love you bunches!
don't hesitate to call me k!
<3 jen

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