i wish i knew myself even a little bit. i should get on that. i think darla is right....we should be excused from doing homework because of very large crushes. they are extremely time consuming. i mean, watching 2 episodes of a show is so much more important than doing history homework. of course. i am so close to the point of just being like, look ( Read more... )

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it's funny...that you think you know yourself, and then someone comes along and is able to confuse the hell out of you. i thought that i had been pretty intuitive about knowing when someone liked me, but i just can't figure this person out. it has thrown me off guard, and it is a good confusion. i like the chase...it is a game that i feel like i ( Read more... )

it was an interesting weekend to say the least....involving my dad buying 600 dollars worth of alcohol for his birthday party, a very drunk technician from his hospital, one of my best friends, and trampolines. you can put all of those together to form your own story. it is like a choose your own ending. it was good to get away though. sarah ( Read more... )

so it has been forever since i last updated. things are going well...i like my classes, my friends are awesome, and i got into a show...which is really exciting but for some reason i am still feeling down. i dont know if it is just the beginning of the year blues....which it probably is. i guess i was feeling the same way last year. i just feel ( Read more... )

I find myself falling into familiar patterns, which i dont want to do. when i go somewhere new i tend to get a little boy crazy. im trying not to do that, but i find myself looking for something. hopefully things wont turn out like they did last year. no, i know they wont. i was still trying to find my place at this time last year, but now i have ( Read more... )

wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. that's all i have to say. i have been at school for 2 weeks now and it has been completely crazy. first we are run into the ground for RA training, then we are run into the ground for summer institute, and then....the first years came! yay. it really hasnt been bad at all, it has been an amazing amazing experience ( Read more... )

so im back at school all safe and sound...i made it here..obviously. my car, however, hates me. poor squirt died a little bit towards the end of our journey, finally puckering out on the side of the road off the bruckner expressway. luckily, my uncle and my dad were picking up my refrigerator close to there, and they came and picked me up. it ( Read more... )

im sitting wrapped in my new fuzzy blanket for school in a hotel somewhere in east bumfuck virginia because i cant sleep. what is wrong with me? i can always sleep! its 2am and i have to wake up at 6 to drive 5 hours to meet my dad on time in new york. ugh. i cant sleep because im itchy. why am i itchy? i dont know. maybe the marriott courtyard has ( Read more... )

goddammnit! i am so completely and utterly fed up with danny b's bullshit. we havent been dating for almost 2 years and he is still hassling me. give it up already! so we had a bit of a party at my house in which i ended up kissing danny c. we had a really long talk that night and i had just never ever felt like anyone cared as much about me as he ( Read more... )