I went up there ( Read more... )

Well last night we talked. Well i guess. I dunno. Still no conclusions really. Friends and then maybe more ( Read more... )

Something inside of me is screaming over and over that I don’t want to do this, Something inside of me is screaming that I don’t want to be alone tonight.. That I cant be alone tonigh and yet here I am.. I feel like I want to throw a hiseey fit and nothing works.. scream cry and nothing works.. surprise surprise. I want to kick my feet and scream ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting with this damn urge to get out. To get somewhere that feels "right ( Read more... )

Well im sitting here.. waiting for the drugs to kick in?
I don't know what the hell i am waiting for. Something.. anything ( Read more... )

Editing. Editing. More editing. And now we have almost a finished concept. Unless the class rips it apart and we have to restart. I would cry ( Read more... )

Well this weekend went really well ( Read more... )

It seems to me that the universe is kind of tricky. It deprives you of happiness for a considerable amount of time. So much so that you get to the point where all hope is lost and you are reaching for the gun.. just then a miracle happens and something GOOD occurs ( Read more... )

Well.. yesterday was my birthday.. It was the best I have had. I spent the day with ryan baking cookies, painting warhammer, hanging out. Then mom arrived and all my friends showed up. We drank margaritas and the INFAMOUS punch. Which was yum. Anyways, the night went great - no melodrama - no bullshit. It was heavenly ( Read more... )

Was doing colorguard today.
Couldn't help but think about Faith.
I should have have helped.
She'd asked.
I said no.