I weigh 122 lbs.

I dont know whats happening between me and john ( Read more... )

Ive been eating like crazy for the past week.
Lots i could blame it on.
I think im still sick.
No.
I KNOW im still sick.
No one cares.
My mom ignored me today.. i mean, flat out..
*sigh* like old times.
So i left.
I cant wait to go home.
I hate it here.
nothing about here makes me feel any better about anything.

I feel like crap.
Body aches, head aches... ickiness in general.

Christina is here. Its soo good to see her.

Shit with john hit the fan.
*sigh* oh well.. he knows that nothing could happen between us because my brain is fucked up haha..
i dunno
i dont feel like writing much

im done now, in fact.

It was a pretty good St. Patty's day ( Read more... )

Read karas entry ( Read more... )

The house is empty ( Read more... )

Went for a drive tonight. Did some thinking. Well not really. Maybe thats the key though. Anyways. Went and bought a paper. Decided that tomorrow i should look for a job, an apartment, and a dance class. I need something..anything to distract me from all of this ( Read more... )

There was so much traffic. I thought it would take me hours.. well it took me two.. double the usual. Blahg. Got there.. kind of uncomfortable. I felt too demanded to react. like there was a reaction that i was supposed to have. it was weird. didnt feel comfortable. Smoked a little, he played his guitar. Kept demanding i choose something for him ( Read more... )

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