happy fucking new year Zack, FUCK 2004 AND FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY THE FUCK IS IT THAT EVERYONE ELSE CAN BE SO GOD DAMN FUCKING PEACHY AND I CANT BE?! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS?! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE..... I THINK I'M COMING UNDONE. this could possibly be the end of me.