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Just got back from my walk, i feel pretty good, went longer than yesterday, i guess i'm more pist today...lol ( Read more... ) -
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I've decieded to get some counseling. I need it. I'm not ok! I'm hidding all my tears and feelings, all i do is think of the situation and can't take it any more. I'm ready to give up. I keep praying to god, and i feel better, but the pain is still there. I keep waiting by the phone to get a phone call from him. Every time it rings i get butterfly' ( Read more... ) -
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I woke up having a good day, it was cold as hell, but i was having a good day until i recieved a call from some and realized that well i should channel all my anger on something, i'm so sad and disappointed and instead of sitting here crying about it i'm going to use it as my motivation, i'm going to move on with my life, i'm no longer going to put ( Read more... ) -
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I've been trying to hide behind a grin and all the ok's i answer, but in all honesty i'm not ok. I do feel sad, used, abandon, useless, i feel as though not even worth living at times. I know it's just a matter of time for me to get over these feelings, but i honestly wish that this time would fly by fast ( Read more... ) -
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I can't stop thanking God for me being alive, this week has been a very difficult one, but thanks to God i'm still alive, also thanks to my family. I haven't felt this much love from my family in a very long time, and well a person can get use to it...lol ( Read more... ) -
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First off, thank you for the comments. Even though sometimes, we say we don't know what to say about the situation, any little thing said is good to hear. Things are really complicated here, and well just coming to read someones post gives me a bit of distraction. I thank you for reading and commenting ( Read more... ) -
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Isaias and i never agree on anything, he likes cold showers, i like burning hot. He likes white i like black, he likes quiet i like loud. We never agree on anything, but today, we agreed on something, and that is we need to get a divorce. We can't be together, it doesn't matter how "in love" we are with each other, we can't be happy with each other ( Read more... ) -
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Last night/ this morning, i had a good conversation with my bestfriend. I miss her. I wish things would have never changed and we where still close like we where before. I miss going out and hanging out with her. But i love our conversations, her 'guy' stories amuse me so much and make me want to be single and have that again...lol ( Read more... )