It's so weird to write into this journal again..I havent touched it in a very long time...not knowing what to say...now maybe its some sort of therapy..I dont know...but it feels good to get some things, at least, partly off my chest...The past few weeks have not been very good..Ive known at least 6 people to die..2 of them burned to death in a ( Read more... )

The thought of never seeing my friend again really really bothers me...All I keep thinking is maybe they will get better...maybe I can help in some way...I wish things were different...but it isnt...I hate thinking the worst..but that is what normally seems to happen...I need to try and go on with my life but I am in limbo...feeling so much love ( Read more... )

I am trying to date..its hard tho...Im not Brad Pitt..I do not have 6 pack abs...and that is what most women seem to want...its even harder living in a small town...but even if I didnt..I dont think I would do so well...I need to get rid of my fat...I do try..I bike alot...anywhere from 10-15 miles almost every weekend...i really rode alot ( Read more... )

I need to start dealing with reality more....or facing up to things that I have a feeling are going to be the truth. The person that I have loved for a very long time isn't getting any better..it seems to be getting worse. How I wish it were not true...bit it is. I need to try and move on with my life...but its hard when you really really love ( Read more... )

Well..I know I havent written in this thing in a couple of years...but Im gonna try and do some stuff here and there....We'll see tho..Im not always good at doing this...cause I ride alot now.

Well..I talked to my friend Molly about how pissed off I was at being invited to Yves wedding but not getting an invitation....that I was considering taking him and his ex wife off my friends list on FB...I sit there and consider this....Molly is like...why are you so pissed off at him?...maybe it was too expensive..she said the bride rents pay for ( Read more... )

Well..Im pissed off...at my old college roommate...he invited me to his wedding...but I never got an invitation...he wanted my address and everything...then I find out on his facebook page that he had his wedding in september sometime...yet I never got anything...I dunno...its not like hes been a good friend throughout the years...he contacted me ( Read more... )

Hello I am still here...not dead yet...I turned 43 the other day wednesday...I do alot of facebook if you want to add me..my name there is dresdenlock...I dunno if I got it private or not...but if I do and you want to be my friend there just ask me and I will add you a.s.a.p.

Erick Lee Purkhiser (October 21, 1946 - February 4, 2009), better known as Lux Interior ("luxury interior"), was an American punk rock musician and a founding member of the legendary garage/punk band The Cramps ( Read more... )

My dad fell last night....he didnt break anything thank goodness...but I had to pick him up...Ive been staying over there for a while...mom didnt ask me or anything...but my dad is very unstable...he drags his right foot pretty bad after the last stroke he had...the bad thing about last night was he was gonna go to the bathroom..and his shorts came ( Read more... )