Well...Im alone again for New Year's...last year I had Kamm to hang with...but this year I got no one....its gonna be pretty sad and depressing...but that's my life...I guess...2 holiday's I cant stand to be alone...one..new year's...two..valentines day...I hate that fucking day with a pure passion...it just reminds me of how lonely I am ( Read more... )

so the other day I am over at the morons house and they are watching "cops"...I hate this show...not because of what it is...because it IS interesting...but the show is about how shitty some peoples lives are...or are becoming...its hard for me to sit and watch this because at one time in my life...I was there...getting drunk...getting arrested.... ( Read more... )

Well...I woke up this morning by a vomit burp gone bad...I actually threw up a little bit...it was bad...vomiting has always kinda traumatized me...so when I woke up this morning in mid puke...all I was just trying to do was stop it ( Read more... )

Well..I got The Young Ones the other day from Andie...it was at her house and I just made the off handed comment that the Young Ones set was still in the shrink wrap and that was blasphemy...The Young Ones should be watched not shrink wrapped forever...she said that if I didnt take it she'd be mad or something...I told her I didnt mean it like that ( Read more... )

There is nothing worse in this world than seeing something happen that you do not want to happen and screaming inside...no...no...NO...but yet it goes on anyway and there is nothing you can do but smile.

Well..this guy I use to know a long time ago Mark..is now in business with the guy Jack who owns a couple of businesses next to ours...one is our computer store in town..the other is out near our property outside of town...ANYWAY ( Read more... )

Well...Im another year older....another year single and alone...I never thought I would be at this point in my life...but there ya go ( Read more... )

Well..yesterday I had to go and get a sleep study done...I do not sleep well...Ive been told I snore and possibly have sleep apnea...I feel tired mostly all day long...when Iw as down at the beach I slept fine...and felt better...maybe its my allergies...who knows..but maybe this sleep study will help...I took an ambien with me so to help me sleep ( Read more... )

What a weird night..I start off the night by going to the quickie mart to get a drink and some m&m's..I get out of the car and I hear someone banging on a car window....I look up and guess who it is...its Kamm..I havent seen or heard from her since April/May...she gets out of the car and asks me if Im mad...I said a little bit...I said "you drop ( Read more... )

Well...first lemme start off by commenting on Jesse Helms...I hate it when anyone dies...no matter who they are...but this fuck I am glad to see go....he was a fucking EMBARRASMENT to my state...taking up the congress's valuable time with his sickening comments on gays/aids/arts...fuck him I hope he burns in hell...I dont care if he says "oh I made ( Read more... )