i have nothing to declare, my intellect was been raped by drugs. a charming waterfall of prescription pills which were never meant for the likes of me. we danced a modest woozy dance and then did a jig before bed. i woke up this morning... kind of, yet i feel I’m still swimming in the sea of painkillers.

my mother is officially the most unintelligent person i've ever known. for some reason she decides to wake me up at 7 in the morning to tell me about something that really doesn't matter. i told her to leave a note so i could sleep. she leaves for work and then two seconds later the fucking phone rings.. she chose to call instead of leaving a note ( Read more... )

everybody just looked at me like there's something wrong. no words could ever define the blank expressions on all their faces. i slowly crept into the room expecting nothing. my excitement was soon easily destroyed by the artic feeling of death. my puppy laid in front of my eyes dead from starvation and dehydration. while drenched in tears i dug a ( Read more... )

i think i got ditched.. unless shes running about 5 to 6 hours late i'm pretty sure... it's fine guess.. maybe something happened and she got hurt! i hope shes ok ( Read more... )

every ally way is pretty much uncanny, you're always turning your head to see mysterious figures which are hardly ever there. the saddest idea ever is being scared of something that hasn't even happened nor ever would. i believe in the power of the human brain now, it's possible to create something that’s not there. Even if it's a situation or an ( Read more... )

then suddenly i saw something that looked familiar, everything seemed to fall back into place. i'm such a worrier. it must be the curse of the Lorensons. family curses are bullshit, but really old samurai movies aren't.

ps. thanks, i really needed that last night.

words can make a moment feel so retarded, i don't think people should have the ability to speak. earlier today i made a situation awkward without even trying. i'm not expecting anything, sort of looking forward, by my mind still remains in the past. the tears are coming soon i can feel it, a waterfall of sorrow. jesus christ that sounds emo as fuck

i'm sick, i can't sleep. everytime i close my eyes all i see is you, i see you smiling at me, but when i open them your not there and i'm scared you'll never be there again. your wish is my comand, you can have anything you want.

i'm alone...myabe if this or that, fuck it , it's bullshit i'll just sit on my ass and die hopefully, dying sounds better than being alone...screw everyone, just leave me alone forever.

i'm excited about multiple things today. the first thing is my new WARSAW LP was sent out yesterday, which by the way is the first album they ever put out if you didn't know. i know what your thinking, "is it possible to be as cool as johnny and heather are gonna be?" your answer is, "no fucking way buddy." the second is the show i'm going to ( Read more... )