outsiders, totally fuck yeah, outsiders, don't fuck with us

wow love is a crime, weird...

i yearn for her so much, she could never comprehend, maybe she could/can. sometimes people just need someone, somebody, shes that somebody, it's always been her i've always known. shes at home right now, i wonder if she's thought about me, thinking about me, missing me as well. i know this is cheesy, but i don't really care, i can't hold this back ( Read more... )

i'm waiting, it's repetitive, i have zilch to do, i have a fifth of whisky to my left and smoke to my right, please give me my satisfaction, my ringing telephone fulfillment, it will cram my heart with breathtaking feelings of aspiration ( Read more... )

he's a calamity.. everybody get a first-class chuckle at the crazy boy.. don't worry he has no feelings, for he's crazy.. crazy people don't feel!! or do anything else normal..

ri ron't realy row rhat ri'm roing roday, rit rould rppear ri've raught ra rase rof rhe "R's"....

anywho, now that I’m finished with my ridiculous attempt at absolutely nothing important, just utterly personal absurdity...

I’m 21, I’m retarded, I’m gloomy, I’m hypoglycemic, I’m exhausted, I’m insane, I’m conscious, I’m paranoid, I’m watching television, I’m lame, I’m terrible, I’m worthless, I’m unaccompanied, I’m apprehensive, I’m worried, I’m sober, I’m uninterested, I’m sensitive, I’m damaged, I’m in love, I’m pathetic, I’m a horrible speller, I’m jobless, I’m a ( Read more... )

is this the end? are my dreams a sign? i hope not..
i'm finished, but incompleted.

Nothing is innovative because it's all been said before. spoken so many times i don't even want to hear it now. in fact i yearn to not even think, which remains to be impossible. i sit at home at night and think to myself about myself for myself all by myself. i consider nothing from the past nor present, mainly just details about myself at the ( Read more... )

depression is setting in this summer more rapidly than i can say," unproblematic street" i have no apprehension for anything, all my leisure pursuits are lame. i'm about a useful as dirt. so i'm looking forward to a generation of nothingness and boredom maybe with a dash of living on the streets.