oh my god, i never learn. i just. i don't even know if there are words for how socially awkward i am sometimes, like maybe there are raw animal noises or vowels or something that i could make that could appropriately articulate exactly how much i wish i didn't say most of the things i say, and now i've got into this whole situation where i am like ( Read more... )

i dimly remember wittering on to far too many people about my intention to complete nanowrimo this year. but then i also remember drinking like 6 jack & cokes. so. i have probably been forgiven by everyone who was as drunk/drunker than me. note to self: creative writing group pub crawls ARE NOT YOUR FRIEND. adjp;ohfsulkbnzdfbfjglghrwo;h i've had ( Read more... )

weird day. watched Oldboy and Ex Drummer with my flatmates, then went to bed all freaked out and fucked up and sort of scared, because OH MY GOD THOSE FILMS YOU GUYS. not only was there far too much sexual perversity (and i mean in the sense of - WELL NOT GOOD PERVERSITY OKAY, BAD BAD BAD) but i was completely unprepared for the violence and the ( Read more... )

*tentatively pokes lj*

er. so when i said i'd be back soon DDD: anyway. it's like 1 in the morning where i am right now, and i'm having chronic thinky thoughts about arthur/eames thanks to aja's post ( http://bookshop.livejournal.com/1073868.html ha ha becka is not yet aware of how to use proper html coding things) about weatherfront's inception fic ( Read more... )

oh LJ, oh how i have been amiss! it appears i have been MIA for the last few coughfivecough months thanks to RL stuffs (exams, family crises, general depressingness) but i think i'll be back on here more regularly soon. i still don't think i've completely grasped the concept that high school is over. done. no moar will i sit in a dusty classroom ( Read more... )

just bought lots of lovely books on amazon although i am actually never going to have time to read them. ever. i am ridiculously busy at the moment, still will no actual computer :( but my madre's laptop :)

so now i have:
a study in scarlet
giovanni's room
at swim, two boys
the lost language of cranes

these are all gay novels (yes i am counting the ( Read more... )

THERE ARE. THERE ARE NEW SONGS.

NEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW SSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSS.

I AM SORRY FORGIVE ME FOR THAT BUT I FEEL LIKE I CANNOT PROPERLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE THEIR NEW SONGS WITHOUT CAPS LOCK. ESPECIALLY 'SHE'S NOT YOU' WHICH IS OH MY GOSH SO ABOUT COOK I CAN'T EVEN.

AGYGLBFGFFFFFFFF
*HEARTS AND FLOWERS AND ( Read more... )

oh my god. this cookleta fic is. like. it is MELTING MY BRAAAIN.

cause. it's like, you have this sudden flashbangwallop of an idea and you're like, hey, that's the best idea anyone has actually ever had, or at least the best one i have ever had, and you're ridiculously over-enthusiastic about it for let's say a month, cracking open your cutesy ( Read more... )

had an actual factuals AMAZING dream last night, with cook and archie and oh my, they were about to go onstage and they like, KISSED OR SOMETHING, EVEN MY SUBCONSCIOUS THINKS THEY ARE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER. oh my! so yeah, then they went onstage and sang 'my hands' together, which is one of my favourite ever archie songs (because he has so many, he ( Read more... )

i figure LJ gives me space to be hopeful and effusive and i can say, therefore, that i really really love writing and music and reading and all that other stuff that says what is basically impossible to express in words.

if that makes any sense at all.

i'll probably be using this journal mainly for fic purposes, if i ever manage to finish any :/ i ( Read more... )